Intelligence from my logs, and from CDC
's Special Circumstances
operatives behind the enemy lines, shows a fair few CICCU
people are finding the losing my religion
while out looking for CICCU information. Apart from cackling
stroking my white cat and polishing my monocle, I thought I'd say how I
feel about this. I'm also linking to this from the article itself.
I wrote that page partly for catharsis, and partly because I hoped to
help anyone in the same position as I was in back then. I
didn't anticipate the amount of Googlejuice I seem to
have. Even so,
I'm not overly concerned that the page is getting a wider audience. I do
wonder what the current CICCU members who read the page take from it,
I imagine some of you will take it as a cautionary tale. Some of my CICCU readers will have heard speakers warning them about life after university, telling dire tales of keen CU graduates who didn't get into a church "where the Bible is taught", or got into a relationship with a non-Christian, and shipwrecked their faith. Neither of these things applied to me. Rather, if you want my recommendation for Christians graduating from university and wishing to avoid the slide into atheism, I must advise you to avoid thinking too much.
CICCU produced a hard, brittle faith. For those happy few who have not read Part 1A Materials
Science, something hard and brittle is strong, withstanding applied
force without giving very much, up to the point where enough force is
applied to break it, at which point it will snap.
With hindsight, there were
the beginnings of this even while I was in CICCU. If you are already wondering
about biblical inerrancy, substitutionary
atonement, the wrongness of homosexuality, genocide in the OT, whether your non-Christian friends really deserve to go to Hell, whether
God really will answer your prayers to evangelise China or heal your auntie's cancer, and so on, then
as you are now, so once was I. And possibly, as I am now, so you shall
be (you may say it won't happen to you, but you should probably bear in mind
that I did too). Therefore, at the risk of patronising you, I will say what I would have liked someone to say to me when I was a student:
If you want to prepare yourself for the graduate afterlife, cultivate the things that will be valuable there. Among these are your friends, your education (not quite the same as your academic results), and a sense of your own self. That last one is the hardest: when you're in search of your self, pre-packed selves look like a good deal. It is very easy to go along with a crowd, especially a crowd of nice, supportive people, but do use your (assuredly excellent) brain to examine what you're told: the most important question to ask is "How would I know if this were wrong?"
Do not listen to anyone who tells you that you and everyone else deserves to go to hell, or anyone who implies that the most important thing about a person is what they do with their genitalia. These people have exactly as much power over you as you are willing to give them.
You are at a powerful, almost mythical, place for 3 or 4 short years. They won't, I hope, be the best years of your life (what a horrible weight that idea puts on them), but still, we don't call them formative for nothing. Don't get stuck within circumscribed bounds of a society whose only purpose is to gain more members. Who knows, that way, your faith may even survive after graduation :-)
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